"If there's music inside of you, you've got to let it out." (From my song, Music Inside of Me)

Hi! I'm Trudy Rushin, and this is my blog, created in June 2009. I am a singer-songwriter-composer who plays guitar. Born and bred in Cape Town, South Africa, I blog about whatever captures my imagination or moves me. Sometimes I even come up with what I like to call 'the Rushin Solution'. Enjoy my random rantings. Comment, if you like,
or find me on Facebook: Trudy Rushin, Singer-Songwriter.

I also do gigs - solo, duo or trio - so if you're looking for vocal-guitar jazz music to add a sprinkle of magic to your event, send me an e-mail to guitartrudy@gmail.com.

To listen to me singing one or two of my original songs, type my name on www.soundcloud.com or www.youtube.com


















Wednesday, 19 October 2011

Errol Dyers


Errol Dyers played his acoustic guitar, and also played the rain stick, a gentle-sounding percussion instrument, on one song. In our mini-set of my originals, we did: Cobwebs in Unusual Places, Salvador, Strong and Gentle and Libido Blues.
Photos: Gregory Franz

Hilton Schilder



Hilton Schilder played the melodica on one of my songs, Strong and Gentle, and later we did a mini-set with him on piano. The songs we did were: Write Another Ending, Waiting For My Muse, Fall in love in February and Joe!

Photos: Gregory Franz

Some pictures of my recent Nassau concert

Gregory Franz took some amazing pictures at the Nassau concert on the 7th of October. Here, Wayne Bosch accompanies me on electric guitar. We did a mini-set of four of my songs:
My Favourite Time of Day, Chocolate Guitar, Lucy & Slide Across The Moon.

Monday, 10 October 2011

My biggest original concert over - time to reflect

On Friday 7 October, I did the biggest concert of my original work thus far. On stage at the Nassau Hall with me were Errol Dyers on acoustic guitar, Wayne Bosch on electric guitar, Alistair Andrews on electric bass guitar and Hilton Schilder on piano, melodica, Khoi bow and percussion.

Sound, lighting, DVD recording and all printing done by Andre Manuel, without whom this concert would've been a very different experience. He put in hours of work behind the scenes, setting up arrangements, sourcing equipment and making sure everything was not only done on time, but also that the quality was superb. I know when I work with Andre (and his wife, Chantel Erfort) that I'm in good hands. Thanks also need to go to Alistair Andrews for linking us up with Paul Bothner's in Claremont, who supplied the microphones, and Eastern Acoustics, for the mic stands.
Any artist knows - you're as good as your sound equipment.

The audience was amazing - I could feel their energy throughout the show. Sometimes it's hard to see people's faces when a bright light's shining into yours, but I tried to look at people, to look at their faces and to see their expressions - quite a blast, doing that on stage; I don't think audience members realise what a huge, important part of the performance they are. Again, take the audience away and the performance is nothing but a dress rehearsal. Big thanks to everyone who took tickets and supported the show. Anyone who knows my story knows that it was much more than just another concert to me.

Originally I'd planned to do the concert as a live CD recording, which was destined to be my debut CD, but plans changed along the way, and NOW I appreciate why that was exactly how it was meant to be. I look forward to recording my CD in a more controlled environment, to produce something of quality that people would want to listen to for years to come.

The musicians wove their magic on the night, putting my compositions out there powerfully, and supporting me in a way that gave me wings to fly. My history of working with Wayne showed on the night - he's tuned in to me perfectly, knows every note of my melodies, plays notes and chords that complement mine beautifully, and always at a volume that's right for my decidedly soft voice. I made sure we did one song in the show as a duo, because that's the most polished sound I have, mainly through repetition, but also because of personal energy.

Finally getting to work with Errol was unbelievable, and I felt like my entire body wanted to smile while we were doing our mini-set, the first four songs of the first set. He's someone I'd love to do a lot more work with - he and Wayne played really interesting 2-guitar accompaniment to some of the songs. I'm not sure if they'd worked together before; acoustic and electric guitarists seldom do. I loved the combination, and wasn't surprised that they could sound that good together - my gut told me they would.

Hilton on piano took songs I'd long heard played on guitar into a new realm. His mastery of his instrument is unquestionable, and his rendition of "Joe", the quirky blues I selected as the final song of the first set, will probably linger in people's minds for a long time. It seems, though, that his playing of the Khoi bow on the ballad "I Don't Know" was what made the biggest impression of all. It has an other-worldliness to it that at first jars the senses and then, once you've become accustomed to it, lulls you, transports you to a different place .... caves, hills, wide open spaces, unspoilt nature, timelessness.

Alistair joined the band late, as we had to replace our original bassist, but he acquitted himself more than capably on the night. I'm used to singing with just guitar backing or with guitar and double bass, so it was quite an adjustment to me to sing with an electric bass sound. In the rehearsals, though, I realised that what I wanted, that depth of sound, I could get from an electric bass as well. He's really fantastic!

I could write volumes about the experience of putting on a concert like that, the risks involved, artistically and financially, and the challenges life threw my way in the weeks leading up to the event, but...... what the hell - no regrets!

I'm deeply grateful to my family for their love and support, especially my children, Nick and Summer, who not only helped on the night (foyer assistants), but had to endure weeks of strangeness as I darted about to rehearsals, etc. I don't think they could handle another night of takeaways! Thanks to my mom for her support always, and my cousin Tracy - the best friend anyone could have! My sister, Wendy, and my cousins (Pat and Jenny) who pitched up to support - wow.... THANK YOU!!! :-)

To all my friends who came to the show, and to those who sold tickets to their friends and helped with publicity on Facebook, etc. - my heartfelt thanks to you too.

Thanks to the cool MC, my second-cousin, jazz-loving Derek Ronnie, who looked so dashing and did a fabulous job.

But for now, I'd like to say I'm proud of what I did, and SO proud of what we as a group of musicians and technicians achieved, with fairly limited resources. Once again, I learnt a lot along the way, and I'm very happy that I trusted my instincts every step of the way. Where, for some reason or other, I overlooked certain things so that the show could go on, believe me, I won't make THOSE mistakes again.

I sincerely believe that Friday night's concert, while ostensibly the end of a process, was actually the beginning of a whole new one.

(When I get the pics from Gregory Franz, who saved the day for me, I'll add some to the blog. MEGA-THANX, Gregory!!!!)

Saturday, 17 September 2011

New e-mail address: guitartrudy@gmail.com

Yesterday was not a good day for me, because I found myself the victim of cyberfraud when someone hacked into my Yahoo account and sent an e-mail to EVERYONE on my list of contacts, saying I was stranded in Spain and needed money to get back home.

If you receive any mail from my old e-mail address: rushintrudy@yahoo.com, please be very careful - ignore or report it, as someone else seems to have taken it over now. They seem to have added an r to the address, making it rushintrRudy@yahoo.com. I'm unable to get into my yahoo account, my password doesn't work, and I can't stay in touch with my people the way I like to.

To remedy this, I've created a new e-mail account: guitartrudy@gmail.com. Please e-mail me on this one from now.

Right now, I'm struggling to convert this blog to my new e-mail address, and dreading the possibility of losing everything on it. I've tried following the steps for adding an author then deleting the first e-mail address (and losing all the photos in the process), but somewhere along the line I must be doing something wrong, because I can't complete the process. Maybe it's time to start a whole new blog anyway. If I could start a whole new e-mail address, after 11 years, then I can definitely start a new blog after 2!

I know this is not sickness (?), it's not death and it's not the end of a relationship, but I'll be honest, the sense of loss and violation I feel can't be rationalised away. Some deeply disturbed individual randomly chose my e-mail account to send a letter of appeal, changed one digit of my cell number, accepted calls on it throughout the day, and opened a bank account in my name, apparently somewhere in Spain!

I went to the police station to report the matter, especially because our new RICA law means cell numbers are traceable, but the idiot there told me to go to TELKOM, the telephone people!

I feel annoyed and frustrated at the loss of continuity this introduces into my life. I have spent a lot of time and energy building up my contacts list and marketing myself with my contact details, all of which I have to start from scratch!

What's the lesson? Right now, I'm actually too pissed off to see it!

Friday, 2 September 2011

Break the rules to keep the rules.



Picture taken by Lavonne Bosman, at Baran's, in Dec 2009. Wayne in the background.

The other day I started rehearsing for my concert with multi-instrumentalist, Hilton Schilder, a musical wizard. The last time I did any serious work with Hilton was in December 2005, when we did a 3-concert series called "Time With Trudy", at an art gallery in town. Once after that he played with me at the Kirstenbosch winter concert I did in 2006, along with guitarist Keith Tabisher. More recently, he jammed with me at Don Pedro's. One of the things that connect us is original music. Hilton has always encouraged me to perform my own music and has always been excited to be part of performing my compositions.

When we practised this week, I realised a whole lot of things: firstly, that he's a genius; secondly, that he cannot be contained (!) and thirdly, that I need to go into every rehearsal session with an open mind, prepared to learn.

I also realised that I'd become used to hearing my songs played on guitar, and that I needed to shift my thinking, to encompass other possibilities. When Hilton plays the introduction to a song, he takes it where he feels it has to go, whereas my chart would have the chords that a guitarist would typically play. Lesson - it's perfectly ok to do the intro differently, as long as it supports the feel and tone of the song.

I look forward to rehearsing with Errol, next. The songs that he'll be doing will generally be with me on guitar as well. I've done two impromptu sets with him (at Don Pedro's) and have really enjoyed the collaboration. He is coolness personified - a total angel!

The third "soloist" would be Wayne, and I'm equally excited about rehearsing with him. He's the musician most familiar wth my compositions, because we've done the most performing of my work, as a duo. He brings his unique energy, a dynamism which is easily lost on people who encounter him briefly, because he's so unassuming. He's one of the musicians who've had a huge influence on me.

Next week, I'm going into the venue with the sound engineers, to check the equipment. Every time I think about the fact that we're recording it for a CD, I get nervous, but Wayne has taught me that, if you're well-rehearsed, your performance need never be compromised by nervousness.

And so, I've consciously started living in a cocoon of my music - singing all the time: when I drive, in the bath, while I'm doing housework, etc. Every evening now, I sit down at the sound system, plug in my guitar and mic, and sing with amplification, to listen to the nuances and to work on specific things.

Some cliches and quotations that have swum into my mind, recently:
Life is filled with possibilities.

If you keep doing the same thing in the same way, how can you expect different results?

Don't just talk about change - actually change! (Suze Orman)

But this one is the perfect fit for me, right now:
"SOMETIMES YOU HAVE TO BREAK THE RULES AROUND YOU, TO KEEP THE RULES WITHIN YOU." (Martha Beck)

Thursday, 1 September 2011

Spring is sprung!



Picture: Taken a few weeks ago - the grapevine at home starting its next phase. Yay - we'll be eating grapes in February! This year I think I'll try my hand at making grape jam.

Interesting keeping track of my blog stats. I think more people read my blog on rainy days in Cape Town. Haha!

Catching my breath between school visits, marvelling at how, even on a grey day like today, I can feel so filled with optimism and expectation, beaming with hope for an end to some of the difficulties I've had to deal with for the past couple of months.

My part-time job with UWC, which ends sometime in October, takes me into schools across the Cape Peninsula, where I observe and evaluate student teachers (studying B Ed.). Once again, as an observer and someone who loves to record everything, I could write volumes on what I've encountered. The most pertinent awareness I've gained, which prods at me like a cold piece of metal, is that I don't see myself fitting happily back into the system. It's a long story, and here again, I could write volumes. Quite awkward, as I'm seriously contemplating applying for a teaching post at a school close to where I live.

Lots to consider.

"Later", as my dad would say, "very much later".

Forgot to pack my lunch today. Oh dear, that means I'll have to buy a chocolate at the cafe next to the internet cafe - eish, life is hard!